I have been horrendously neglectful of you, my beautiful, unread blog! I started you with the mindset that, with a blog, I would be motivated to write so I could discuss my trials and (many) errors here. And what did I do instead? I got motivated, continued writing and ignored you! Oh the injustice! Oh the random dramatics! Oh the writer's group goodness!
That's right. Not only have I neglected you, I've cheated on you. I've taken my (limited) experiences with me to a very small writer's group. I've been seeing them once a week, but I swear I'm thinking of you the whole time! Okay, that was a blatant lie. I think I've only thought of you once or twice in the three months it has been going on. But it was an accident! I didn't mean for it to happen! I found myself in a Panera Bread, tripped and my fingers just landed on the keyboard, I swear!!! The sweet words and caress of the keyboard were beyond my control: purely instinctual. It was fate. I couldn't stop it.
But I'm here for you now. Despite the school work still pending, I am here. I hope we can renew our passion together and continue on. I hope we can make this work. I'm willing to try. I'm willing to work hard and give you long thought and share intimate words with you. I'm here. Are you?
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